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Tuesday, November 09, 2004 Hmmm... Actually I am still having my o-level exams now. I am only halfway through the exams.. But now I got the time to go online.. So wat lorz.. Now should be studying and revising in my room rather than going online to Friendster.. Msn.. Play computer games and even came here to write my naggy blog. What a slacker I am! Start to kinda hate my kinda attitudes towards my o-levels. I seems to be taking it very easily horz? But actually deep down in me.. I am very worried... Worried about my results... Worried that I can't do well and worried that I can't go into poly. Now really don't even dare to think of entering poly. I am afraid that even ITE would not accept me. How? What should I do now? My friends thinks that I am doing my revision everyday without fail. But indeed.. I slack whenever I can I am a lazy bum.. Worse than a pig nehz.. Haiz... *Sigh* (-_-) Last Wednesday, I really broken down after bearing it for so long. Last Thursday is o-level e-maths paper one. Wednesday I too anxious that I can't go to bed. I try coax myself to bed but failed! Laying on my bed on a rainy Wednesday night.. Wondering a lot of things and running inside my mind was nothing else except e-maths formulas. When I feeling abit lost.. Kah Leong called me. ( Telepathy??) I intend to tell him what is bothering me and share with him my problems which is weighing down on me. But his harsh tone makes me uncomfortable and thus I keep my mouth shut. He said he does not want to listen to any of my things and that I should stay away and not add more burdens to him. And...... He hang the phone........ I know he wasn't on purpose. But I was devastated........ I feel like giving up all hopes when I heard him saying all those harsh words to me.. I am hurt...... However.. Things change when he realise that I cried. I cried when the moment his harsh words was heard over the phone... But I remain slience as tears rolled down my cheeks. He always got his ways to know whatever I am doing on the other side of the phone. ( Smart nehz! ) He called me back again. This time round, he console me and cheers me up with his usual lame jokes. Initially, I was not absorbing in what he was saying. I just kept very quite while thinking about what had happened just now. But his jokes really was so funny that I can't help but laugh out loud. He also ask me to speak out what was bothering me and encourage me to study hard. One thing I really envy him was that he always got his ways to make the person who is troubled to speak out and at the end, the person will be laughing heartily because of his jokes. He is really great. Whenever after I talk to him.. I feel very comfortable. He always lets me says out whatever things on my mind. He is always there to listen to me and to share with me my joys and tears.. Kah Leong.. Xie xie ni. Although we are not as close as before already, there is always a bond between us that keep us together--Friendship. I am glad to have a friend like you. You deserve a nice kiss from me. *MuAcKzZz* 8:11 AM |
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